my gosh.

it felt so right yesterday. The tramp felt decent and nice to bounce yesterday. Although it was a little scary, it was okay and i was doing well. i felt confident for today.

until today's.

the tryouts were okay. everything felt so normal. i felt okay, did't really feel nervous at all.

boom.
came the bell.

Ding!

went blur. mind went blank. check.

started jumping. for some weird reason, it just didn't feel right. i felt awkward and abnormal, like something was wrong. like something was bugging me.

i ignored it, and started. it started to feel weird. i felt as though i couldnt control my body at all. it just felt wrong.

gym is a very controversial sport. you can prepare your entire life for it, but you can't just control how that 30 seconds of fame you have.

it just went wrong after tuck.

5 seconds later, splat. my back drop hit the side.

i can't exactly remember what happened next.

outcome: 6.40

after i came down i just realised how many people i let down. the coach, students, friends, seniors, hopes of everyone.

and myself. what happened to the usual 7.4+? what happened to supposedly stable and perform-under-pressure person?

i just let myself down.



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Congratulations to the B Division! who got GOLD1ST OVERALL. haha. you guys rock man. you guys also deserve the gold. keep it up! you guys seriously owned today. thanks for all the support you've given us, the neccessary shouts, pumpings, etc. you've also set a brilliant examples for the rest to follow

today is officially ex-nanyang primary school students SCREW UP DAY.

none of us actually got above 7.15 for C Division. that made me feel marginally better.

marginally.

i've got so manythings i want to say now. but they all store up in my brain, and then, i can't think of anything else.

kudos to the RJ people, who made a clean sweep of individuals and gold, of course.

i feel like saying tomorow:

THANKS TO THE HEADMASTER, WHO CAME DOWN PERSONALLY YESTERDAY TO GRACE THE PRIZE PRESENTATION CEREMONY.

THANKS TO THE SCREWED RIPB, WHO DID NOT SEND ANY SUPPORTERS NOR MENTION ANYTHING ABOUT THE COMPETITION.

THANKS TO THE SCHOOL POPULATION FOR UNDERRATING GYM.

THANKS TO ALL THE SLACKERS WHO CAME YESTERDAY TO LOOK AT THE GIRLS.

THANKS TO THE SCHOOL FOR NOT GIVING US ANY JACKETS.

now, unto Him, who is able to keep,
able to keep you from falling;
maybe it's just a test of faith.

Quote of the Day:"NOODLES!"-Me and Milton