Nothing's like before.
everyone's broken inside
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Yours Truly.

Michael.Nellie!
An ordinary person with an extraordinary God.

Pray;
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Serenity to accept the unchangeable,
Courage to transform the changeable,
Wisdom to know the difference,
Faith to trust in Him.

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Monday, March 31, 2008
since you've been gone. | 7:37 AM

ahoy there!

and i've actually finished all of my work (that's due tomorrow only :P) before 11! which is nothing short of a miracle, really.

Then again, along with the maths TA on thursday (statistics! -plays dramatic music-) and chinese compo competition tomorrow, the prospect isn't looking too bright.

Call me pessimistic or something eh?
updated my profile btw, thanks to all guys who contributed ! really.

Quote of the Day:"So maybe, just maybe, if you hate me it means you still care."-R's D

April's Fools tomorrow people!

feel free to sell your heart away.



Sunday, March 30, 2008
answers that we'll never find. | 8:36 AM

yousendit.com should really upload files faster.

i have a bad feeling i'm going to be swamped (literally?) this term by projects and organizing committees. did i mention homework and tests too?

wooooohooooo.

PS: happy birthday josiah in about 30 minutes!

Quote of the Day: I'm not skipping the touring."-Abhinav on Crescent's
Girls Investiture.

these answers that we'll never find

they don't mean a thing anymore.




Saturday, March 29, 2008
now and forevermore; | 7:43 AM

i realised my cousin and i are really bad at making lame jokes.
seriously bad.

we were trying to make a lame joke about soya beans and water (don't ask me why) and all we could think up of was...

"Soya beans, uh, make you nutty!" (since when did they mutate?)
"Soya beans are sorefreshing!"

(crosses fingers) This proves we aren't lame! 'nuff said.

-

NAFA's in about 3-5 days away!
i'm trying for 12 minutes for 2.4. it's going to be rather hard though. It gives me a B! which is technically a GPA of about 3.2
(be quiet, GL the imbarunner!!)

and did i mention my e-learning isn't complete? let's celebrate procastination! (later)

Quote of the Day:"He has body ordder on him." (odour) -Dad


let go of all you're holding on to
and don't look back.



Friday, March 28, 2008
mindgames and beyond; | 8:09 AM

agh.

today morning totally sucked.

  • woke up at 6.55
  • almost late for school
  • badge broke off
  • had to buy another badge but no money
  • forgot to get my pocket-money
  • loaded with another photo assignment
  • had to borrow off people (thanks guys!) and now own them loads of $$
  • didn't finish e-learning (who did?)
  • felt totally sleepy and like waste material during lessons

well, at least maths remedial was cancelled. Thank God, really.

At least on the brightside gym wasn't so bad (yet) the new coach's really imba.

thanks to my sis for the dog tags from korea! even though i don't really know what i'm going to use it for.
thanks to milton for sending me to the bus stop.

and sorry to all those whom i seemed "emo" with. why does a blank face = emo! i don't get it.

perhaps i was thinking over questions.
i can't answer them.

PS: fat load of work to finish by weekends. i'm so dead.


Quote of the Day:
"Sir, why you so bad? Keep saying this is primary school standard."
"How else can I derive sadistic pleasure?"-Mr KSP


"The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference."

so perhaps,
just maybe;
for this one time,

is it really worth it?



Wednesday, March 26, 2008
throw it back to you; | 8:20 AM

interclass soccer today!

turns out the matches got delayed again, so we couldn't pwnplay against 3J. Played two of our more major matches though, especially the one against 3T. glad we managed to pull off a draw in the end, but at least we were actually pushing them back! hooray. more details of the matches can be found in nana's blog who has given a blow-by-blow match analysis. (haha fine i'm exaggerating)

3-0 against 3C! :D though they had a 6-man team they managed pretty well, definitely. well at least 2 wins and 1 draw places us at the TOP OF THE LEAGUE TABLE! -waves flag- oh yes, and congrats to 3M which kinda pwned 3J 8-0. that's crazy!

PS: We're playing 3J next. (insert evil smiley here)

Go 3A Soccer!

--

i'm so screwed for E-Learning. new geeky-looking braces still hurt like hell whenever i eat, so appreciate it when i try to shut my mouth more!

aww post Prefect Investiture (PI) celebrations got postphoned. phooey :/

Quote of the Day:"post pie on or not?"-Abhinav

Happy birthday to Iman in 30 more minutes!



Tuesday, March 25, 2008
if i ain't got you. | 8:48 AM

well done to the "B" Div Hockers! You guys put up a pretty damn good fight today against St Andrew's.

I think i need extension from E-Learning. the teachers seem to think we're superman during the staff training (on how to overload students with homework) days.

hope we do well for inter-class soccer tomorrow! we'll need all the luck we can get.

PS: Happy Birthday hyperJean!

Quote of the Day: "I HAT[E]LEARNING"-Desmond

can you feel it?
it's with you now.



Sunday, March 23, 2008
sketch the moments; | 7:29 AM

hello you update-crazed taggers out there.

yay i blogged. go disturb someone else now!

-ends post-

haha fine fine. i can feel your virtual rotten tomatoes splashing onto my computer screen now.

-

Went to CHC for the Easter Service on Friday Night - I tell you i'm going to Tanah Merah like once every week now. I think i've been there like 4 times in 2 weeks. (Note, it's a 50 minute ride allllllllll the way from Queenstown) Maybe I should bunk at ruijie's or something o_o

It was definitely better then the last service I went - there was a great drama performance (lucas was acting! :O), the singspiration included more songs that i knew (and they didn't repeat a song for like 5 times in a row) and the message was also short and sweet.

just like ferrero rocher (sp?). haha.

It ended at like 10 plus; but then w445 decided to go to Changi for supper! Jolyn was freaking out at chestnuts visiting her, while i realised that leon's 56KG. that's like...4 kg heavier then me!! oh noes. I realised that there's hardly a quiet person in w445 either.

Ice Jelly + cocktail just made me even more frozen under the Changi T3's merciless aircon. Brilliant design though, absolutely breathtaking.

Returned home at like 12.20? Got semi-owned by parents :P

--

Agapella (made out of the words Agape and Acapella) was very very pro on saturday night - the YMCA outreach organized by Cherith! I think about 3 people out of the quite few friends that came believed, but hey! it's better then nothing.

some ant is courting death by crawling on the computer table.

Oh well, unlike some people I don't have lessons tomorrow! :D and there's a high possibility i can skip morning assembly + flagraising due to RInspire photoshoot.

PS: and as a side note, i'm feeling the urge to buy a PSP. this is so unfair.
PPS: and people on msn nicks are angsting over the match Liverpool VS Man Utd!

Quote of the Day:

"OH YEAH BABY 1-0 TO MANUTD I MISS YOU, BUT I MISS MASCHERANO MORE THAN YOU NOW!"
"DAMN YOU WES BROWNNN (insert expletive here)"

and look! even shanzhitheheadboy's catching the soccer fever here too.

TNF tomorrow, may the best house win! oh wait, that means Morrison. Ok, ok, may some house win :)

--

you know,
it's been dozen or more months already
i just can't let go.

do I have to?



Wednesday, March 19, 2008
definistiques; | 8:06 AM

miss:


to fail to encounter, meet, catch, etc. : to miss seeing.
to fail to be present at or for: to miss being there for.
to notice the absence or loss of: When did you first miss.?
to regret the absence or loss of: I miss. dreadfully.
to fail to perceive or understand: to miss words between the lines.
to fail of effect or success; be unsuccessful.

Quote of the Day:

"Go and Die la!"-Mr KSP
"So, when you're very frustrated, think of your mother and girlfriend to calm yourself down." -Mrs HYT

fail.absence.loss.fail



Monday, March 17, 2008
all that i am; | 8:08 AM

333rd post!

and it's just about 2 more days till another 1 week long short break starts. just that it's plagued with activites once again. and i've been feeling under the weather so far o_o

happy birthday to matthew(bigbro!) and patrick ang! hope you guys had a blast today on the 17th of March. cheer up theodore!

Quote of the Day:"I like my body hot."-Yingjie

you know;
it's here in your perfect smile
they're all I can see.

just know that these memories
they'll never change for us at all.



Thursday, March 13, 2008
it's all in the mind. | 8:05 AM

RI Gym Camp '08!

was held from monday to wednesday!

Day 1

training was from 9am-1pm (somehow, it seemed a whole lot lot longer) and i realised that training spirits had lifted (even if it was just a little) because it was, well, gym camp!

after training was lunch - free and easy. So being the very slow kind me, yuan hao , kt and yong sheng went to J8 before we realised that the seniors were at S-11. We still ate at J8 anyway (yoshinoya!) because we didn't feel like eating hawker food. The other places were all probably packed with people, anyway.

Came back and started slacking away. I apologise for the limited number of pictures! We did a comprehensive range of slacking activities:


Reading to mugging books,

playing asshole daidi. It's quite similar to daidi by itself, but there's about 5 (or 6?) players where there's a King, Queen, Commoner, Ass, and Asshole. Ranked by who's first to last, respectively. Somehow I didn't feel like playing daidi even though I like it o_O

Finally got Zeb to actually organize SOMETHING! instead of slacking away and wasting time. Captain's Ball @ the gym turned into Soccer @ the field where it was C div VS AB Div.

May I feel inclined to include the fact that C Div 's ratio was like 3:1 compared to B Div?

Moreover, after the 2 hours of playing it turned out there was some changes. In the end, it became AC + 3/8 of B Div VS B Div. We still pwned them anyway, 7-14 (respectively) at the end :O

Dinner was next!
I think it was KFC at J8 or something. Tasted delicious (though sinful, no doubt) after running for 2 hours in the cold rain. Looking on the bright side, good thing there wasn't lightning or something! Yumyumyum.

Went back, slacked (again!) with Vince and Yingjie where we talked about things-that-cannot-be-named. NO, nothing R-rated, you dirty-minded people. I admit though, it was rather funny.

Bathing was plainly an affair of waiting.

Team Talk! Was trying (and failing) to do my maths assignment which KT finally helped me with. Thanks alot, dude!

Joined zeebeedee and yingjie and the rest at the sec 1/2 sleeping area and busy asking Moses about details to the MGS symposium.

I finally know how to use the ultimate skill for Naruto PSP game! :D
Make-shift counterstrike using fake guns was targeted at a poor piece of cardboard and discarded packeted drinks.
Sleep came after that. Stupid makeshift pillow kept going out of my head.

--

Day 2

Woke up at about 6 for Morning PT which started off with about a 300m-400m long run to RJC without warm-up? Got a stitch from that which worsened when we were running rounds. Ouch. I do hope my running has improved though; i still have some muscle aches in the thighs.

On a side note, I'm glad to say that pullups and crunches has become much easier! :D

was really glad to end morning PT though.

Breakfast was a subdued affair. nobody wanted to say anything much, apart from the "EH PASS THE MILK LA!" and the grumbles over the lack of variety in breakfast foods. Oh well, it's a camp after all!

Went off at 8.15 after Moses told me that we were meeting up to do the skit for the MGS symposium

And thus ends Day 2 for Gym Camp!

MGS Symposium

met up with mozzie at Serene Centre about the skit. Here's how the skit roughly goes:

Jarret is a very very evil Discipline Board Member of the RIPB. He's a really good actor when it comes to being pompous (like seriously, actor-level!) with his sacarstic remarks

May I quote: "And where did you get those shoes from? I didn't know shoes could be made from mud caked under the sun...."

on attire checks, rofl!

So we basically made him do evil stuff to normal RI students (me and mozzie) while renjie was the fantastic narrator. Good job, guys! Even though it was very impromptu we had the biggest clap and audience after the performance.

my group was X-men! hahaha. At least it was better-sounding then the other groups names (such as powerpuff girls. HAHAHA RENJIE!) and the members inside were pretty nice too! like Collin from ACSBarker, Caiyong from HCI and the rest of the MGS people like Iman, Michelle, Claire (sorry zebedee, wrong one), Jean(sorry for the typo!), Bernice, Hannah, Lydia, etc etc. I couldn't really get the names for the 1st few hours o_o

Symposium was a rather subdued affair. some people started sleeping about halfway through. It was rather boring, but there are definitely things we could learn from other schools! (ahem, i can't recall what :P) and I kept asking questions to the people beside me. woops.

Games was next!

Because it was raining we had to change to wet-activity clothes. (no people, they specifically told us to bring dark-coloured clothes. i'm sorry) and then we went to stations such as the multi-sport station, the action figure station, etc! the stations were pretty fun but some were rather sadistic (like dunking your head into a bucket of water and eating watermelon without hands) and fun too! (like volleyball, except you blew a tissue) Got forced into doing ridiculous stunts =.=

we did pretty well as group, only losing 1 time and winning the other 3 stations! And what was more we were one of the first groups to finish before time and started playing netball in the still-drizzling netball court. I tell you, it is somehow IMPOSSIBLE to get the ball into the scoring ring without cheating of some kind or sheer practice. Note to self: never play guys vs girls in netball. Their scoring (aiming) is imba.

At least intercepting the makeshift basketball was easy :D

Finished after we changed out of the very wet clothes due to the rain. Closing session was followed by autograph-ing and phototaking of each group!

Thanks people for the memories!
and I hope you never walk alone again.

--

Gym Camp Day 2 - Night!

I thought the gym people had gone outside because the room was all dark. Turned out they were watching an inspirational movie - Peaceful Warrior. Pretty interesting show, i must say and quite philosophical too. Tallegeda nights (sp?) was IQ-loweringly funny!

Sleeping on the mat was a much more comfortable experience compared to the cold stone floor.

Gym Camp Day 3

hooray for waking up late.
Breakfast was slightly more animated, though yongkong and xavier weren't around by day 3. turns out i missed out the arcading from yesterday :(

Mock Competition is damn slack! the aftermath at least. Training was better because coach decided that we were all "very tired" and let us off early!

Good job to all the trampers. You guys did well!

--

and that's about it for gym camp!
you guys better make it up to me for the sleep lost.
not that i can sleep anyway o_o

RIPC Outing tomorrow + camp! (or summat)

Quote of the Day:
"Funny how Yongkong brings up the 10 rounds as a punishment for the loser side when he's winning."-some sec 2 gymnast ( i can't remember who!) while playing soccer.

kill these fears,
i can't take them alone.



Wednesday, March 12, 2008
raindrops and roses; | 10:05 PM

woopee.

Gym Camp 2008 and
MGS Symposium aka "Heroes"
was fun!

I don't think i'm doing justice to gym camp/the symposium if i don't post any photos. Maybe next time. Great meeting you people at the respective camps!

Gym camp was oddly slack though. maybe we'll change that next yea.

Quote of the Day:
"CHASE THE POK!"



Sunday, March 09, 2008
alterations and theoratics; | 9:25 AM

you've changed, haven't you.
so has the world.

or is it just me that's standing still?



Thursday, March 06, 2008
i can't make you stay; | 6:42 AM

hoohum.

NUS investiture today! So went out of school at 7.45 but then was late. or rather, fashionably late as I like to call it. But we walk in quite style lor! Good thing we weren't the last school or seriously quite paiseh.

I tell you someone up there is sabo-ing me. Sat next to RGS =.=

As reference to GLtheultra's blog, the decor was seriously quite pwnage (there was loads of cool signs and "step up!" stuff all around. Their student investiture is seriously much more informal than ours, as characterized by their cool dance and stuff. Too bad Mr Teo will never allow it!

After sitting through 400 over student leaders, we were quite glad to get out of the auditorium especially some speeches that continued on tooooooo long for our taste. The reception was decent too, though the fruit punch was too sweet o_o

it was also after a while where the person assigned to tour us found us though.

I particularly liked NUS's library. It had a maclab equivalent to RI, except that they all had the new iMacs installed! gosh, rich school. Though GL thinks that our library more comfy, I think their library more conducive for studying due to better lighting and all. The design of the title of the theatrette is also pretty interesting.

Haha, i have a knack of spotting certain people's names.

Quote of the Day:

"You rather play PE or see ____________?"

"I tell you PE you believe meh?"-GL

that's a good point. one more day of school till march holidays arrive! jiayou guys. (and girls)
make the best use of the holidays.

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Monday, March 03, 2008
crisis day; | 7:21 AM

today: sucked.

that's all i'm going to say. started from midnight all the way now.

thanks to all those that tried to help; regardless of searching for replacements for Kemama Shop Duty (Daron, Gifford, Junyang, abhinav etc). or talking with me (daphne, gltheultra!jolyn, etc) or even co-operating with me to do the photoshoot.

it was hell. it's gonna continue.

and just as a few blog pictures today. to inflame the number of RI supporters and students we have pictures:

done by your very own RGS girls.

at this point the class was already quite pissed off. when they asked what made the girls think so, mdm caiyh replied (translated in english): Maybe they only saw the prefects.

WOW THANKS.

eh cmon! we don't wear bata shoes. 2 inches socks! holee sheet.


okay la, got some degree in truth of the change from sec 1 to 2. but then again, sec 1s dont use gel! and the saving grace was that our teacher tried to. uh. fight for saving RI's face. then again..


ARE WE THAT BAD! and if you think some of the people are joking. well. look down.



so much for our very nice comments. our comments were very nice. we purposely censored ALL THE BAD STUFF. (okay, maybe most)


well, at least it made good decorations.




and in case you'e wondering, NO this is not why i'm upset. of course, some guys were pretty pissed off. (jasdeep: BATA SHOES?!)



Quote of the Day:



- :(Nellie:( Ki ©™ [all.aces] REALLYneeds a replacement for kemama shop duty! please. says:
i bet you can chase any girl one
GL says:
i need to train first



there and back again.


i wasn't strong enough to admit it.

i wasn't strong enough to confront it.

i wasn't strong enough to handle it.


i wasn't strong enough to face it.

i wasn't strong enough.




Sunday, March 02, 2008
decimated destructions | 7:59 AM

stop talking about it.

makes me feel like smashing the nearest thing i have into oblivion.



Saturday, March 01, 2008
quoxties and juxtapositions | 7:10 AM

- :(Nellie:) Ki ©™ [all.aces] but it's the wrong that makes the words come to life. says:
eh brb i go bath
3A 2008. brand new year ahead says:
where bikini nicer
3A 2008. brand new year ahead says:
wear

Our state of our sad sad class chairman.

Other funny quotes include talking with yunxin about OBS. just that i closed the conversation (by accident perhaps?)

stupid sick jolyn should just go and sleep. happy birthday aaron tiong! (who is technically 4 years old). he's got such a cool birthday. moses soh you haven't sent me email about the MGS symposium!

okay this sounds like more of a friendster update. no im not powerhungryyyyyy. it's not like i'll shoot anyone to get the positions i want =.= (or will i? :D)

and yes readers, i have changed blogskin. editing html is really irritating, but getting it out in the end 's a really satisfying experience.

talking to gltheultra on msn is damn fun. that adds him to my pretty small list of people i can talk to comfortably.

Quote of the Day:"I inhaled a fly today."-Joewie

which reminds me of submitting photos for RInspire. siiiiiigh.

hey cool black words work here.