Nothing's like before.
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Yours Truly.

Michael.Nellie!
An ordinary person with an extraordinary God.

Pray;
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Courage to transform the changeable,
Wisdom to know the difference,
Faith to trust in Him.

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Sunday, August 31, 2008
falling out. | 7:58 AM

today was a confusing (and rainy) day.

but it was fun at least! (laser quest with austin and samuel and the other guys) along with the wonderfully expensive dinner and Rocky Pizza, all sponsored!)

must really thank auntie susanna for paying everything. I don't think it was very cheap at all >_>

Good luck and God bless to all RLP 1-ers for their trip to Vietnam on 2 September (Tuesday)! must buy presents for RLP 2-ers too -grins-
i don't know what the hell is wrong
Changchun seems like a pretty fine place, shame we're only going there for 10 days. seems like a hell lot of chinese-speaking (DIE!)
was it something i did?
Vietnam seems more hospitable, but then again, Changchun seems to have a greater relevance, seeing as we can build more useful contacts in the future.
i'm really trying my best
And on another side note, thanks to Derek for putting up holiday homeworK!!
but you don't seem to even notice or even realise
you know, it's never been this close.
but still so far.

I got a picture with LiJiawei at my church today :D



Wednesday, August 27, 2008
rafflesboarding! | 8:11 AM

Rafflesboarding: Day 3!

it was a little bit difficult at the start of the boarding program, because there were alot more things that were introduced, such as rollcalls (always have to be early since my roommate and i are first) Roomate's edwin, from shooting club. pretty decent guy i suppose, with his cool south park t-shirts :O has loads of foods and snacks too, compared to my dismal milo packets.

note to self to bring more hangers, insect repellant (our bathroom's infested with tiny insects that just seem to stone there) and more textbooks/files to keep my mugging life and desktop busybusybusy. food is advised as well

the internet here really sucks, with an underline. might as well not have actually, unless you're in shaunchoo/chinjie's room! which has like supposedly superpro connexion.

prep time's quite interesting i suppose, although the comlab can get super super cold at times. library's fine too - the mugging atmosphere is present - but they banned laptops because supposedly some scholars broke a table (lol) in the process of trying to get a powerpoint to charge their laptop.

toilet door spoilt on the first day, toilet bowl's still leaking from time to time and it's pretty much insect infested.

on the bright side, i finally learnt how to iron! like clement/benjo/edwin all taught me how to do it, so i guess i can finally consider myself a noobie @ ironing. but then again, i can do it! :D Physics and SS tests are over (physics was quite weird/screwed while SS's format for my essay was abit imbalanced) so effectively there are no more tests for the term!

thanks to all those that helped!
only bad thing is there's dental tomorrow :S

Quote of the Day:"Buy a chinese-english dictionary for maomao!"

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEJIE! HAVE FUN IN AMERICA ON YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY!



Saturday, August 23, 2008
sugareverie. | 8:54 AM

Godbless my sister who's flying off to America tomorrow! (or today, probably, in 4 minutes). This is just a dedicated post for you for inteferering the past 15 years since i was born!

we had our antagonistic moments, we had our memorable moments.

you probably won't read this, but study hard in Walton ; don't stress out and hope you like the card we made you! Remember to keep the faith burning at all times, and that you're never alone.

Our prayers are with you.

must come back in december ok!

love,
Michael



Thursday, August 21, 2008
i think, therefore i'm yours. | 8:40 AM

can't really think much now, besides Parody Night was quite a blast. it was also rather one of those events that kind of bug me from time to time, reminding me all over again that if i'd worked harder we definitely could've done it.

congrats to shayne's group for winning it though! it was an excellent performance.

PS: I can frame jarret now!

Quote of the Day: "Why noobcake ah?"-Guan Lin

which reminds me, boarding in 3 more days. sigh

seems like
you don't know,
you don't bother,
you don't realise.



Wednesday, August 20, 2008
smashing,breaking,crumbling. | 8:51 AM

I sort of got this from my email. quite interesting, actually, in the light of the recent RIPB elections '08

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For years, Raffles Institution has selected its prefects by nominations, interviews, then voting. Nominations are definitely essential, Interviews are good, but why do we need to vote for our prefects? Why are we being presented with a form, a semblance, of democracy? Why are we expected to pick our student leaders for ourselves? How can we be expected to be the ones who can discern who will be a good prefect and who will be a bad one?

As an organization, the RIPB is the most efficient, most productive student body in the whole school. Their members are afforded the largest number of privileges and the prefects have a say in the running of the school. This is evident in the rule changes they have advocated in the past, namely the ankle socks rule and the haircheck rule. Prefects are role models. Leaders we can look up to. The ones to inspire school spirit in us. But the inconvenient truth is that there are some prefects who just don't pull their weight in the RIPB.

There are some prefects who put on a show for elections and use the Prefectorial Board not as a platform to serve the school but instead to boost their own Sec 4 Testimonial or even their University Application.

There are some who had no idea what they were signing up for as fresh, young, bright-eyed Sec 1s. Then as the intensity of the Raffles Program sets in in Upper Sec, they slack off.

I am not discounting the good work of the RIPB. My point is that for every 20 good prefects, there's bound to be a bad one.

But what can we do about this?

How do we make sure that bad prefects are not elected?

The answer: Scrap the Elections. Scrap the campaigns. Scrap the speeches. Haven't we got enough of scared, nervous nominees coming up on stage and making fun of their own names? "A Vote for Me is a Vote for You. (ME = YOU)" Remember that? How about "GULshan - Helping you achieve your GOALS! (GOALS = GULS)"? Or, "Vote King Arthur and Brendan Yo-Yo!"

Why is all this campaigning necessary? Well the obvious justification is that we, as students, should have a right to choose our leaders. To decide who we want to be the role models, the exemplary Rafflesians. But what makes us think that we can choose correctly? In all honesty, how do you know if "J LOH" will be an effective leader or not? Based on his speech and corny posters? Will the "Dynamic Duo" really bring about the change they are promising?

Maybe they can. Maybe they will. But how do we students know? In short, we all eventually have to admit that we cannot possibly tell the future. Nobody can. And all this leaves us with one question. What is the alternative to elections and speeches? Interviews. Simply stop at the interview stage. Make it more stringent. There's a reason why we don't vote for head prefect. Because the Head Prefect position is important.

I will admit, there is some merit to the election process. For example, I already know, from the campaign speeches, that Pang Wei Han (Peter PANG) is an effective, confident orator. And I know that J Loh is not. But I'd like to believe that leadership isn't just skin deep. Effective orators aren't always good leaders. *coughhitlercough*. The more important quality we should be looking for is integrity. I'm tired of seeing "Prefects" allow their friends to cut queue or change in class or eat in class. I want someone who can make the right decisions at the right time, rather than someone who looks good on stage or speaks with confidence. Of course, both qualities would be a big plus, but that's not the point.

I think, at this point in our lives we trust our teachers to be able to pick the best candidates. After all, they don't have a vested interest. Why don't we leave the selection of prefects to them instead? As mature adults, I'm confident that they can make wiser, much better decisions than most of us students.

So what can you do, as a student? Election day fast approaches. You have two choices. One, vote for whoever has the more colorful posters and more impactful speech. Two, put your trust in your teachers, acknowledge the limitations of the election and voting process, and submit a blank vote. The choice is yours.

(P.S. Whatever your choice may be, please forward this email to every last RI student you know.)

-Nigel Chua (at least, i think it's him)

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it's definitely insightful, and a history teacher definitely would've gone crazy with happiness marking it like L10/1000000000 or something.

but then again, i think the author's missed abit of the point why we have to hold elections. although asking teachers to select is definitely a good way to do so, i feel that the point of having elections is to give a new sort of experience to the nominees about the pressures that you have to live up to of being a prefect. for example, when you just wear the nominee badge, you definitely become subjected to a lot more scrutiny, pressure and definitely criticism.

and as a prefect (with your koolnewkool blackshoes and badge!) you're definitely not going to hear the end of it.

and at the end of the day, i think that the objective of the elections is to publicize, in an indirect way, the new prefects that have joined. Let's say that teachers choose them, but nobody will actually know or recognize them besides their friends and teachers. As a prefect, i think that we have to deal with loads of people (you really, really get to do that alot more, whether you like it or not)

however it's definitely a good argument though. maybe what we could do is give teachers priority voting (like 1 teacher = 10 votes) to show.

PS: i'm speaking from my pov, so don't go blame ripb for anything.

Quote of the Day:"NICOLL HIGHWAY! no link, no link!" -Isaac/Biquan



Tuesday, August 19, 2008
leaning laws and falling fallacies. | 8:15 AM

Bio (thursday) seems un-muggably difficult-ly difficult to finish.

doesn't really help when physics prac test is on the same day as nominee info's due + SS test on the next day (friday) where the element of E.R.P (extremely riveting pokemons) are due.

Litparodynight's on thursday, too. johncrowe workshops go awayyy.

I'm staring at the bio notes.
It's staring back at me D:

Quote of the Day:"I shall outlast you in this SMS war!"-Shien

but we'd never be
for now.



Monday, August 18, 2008
everything's broken. | 8:30 AM

just to prove johnson wrong (aha!) and to wipe the dust off my blog.

Math CCT was kinda screwed up.

Loads of work, wonder why i'm even blogging.

Bio CCT
Physics Prac
SS CCT
RIPB Nominee Info/Writeup (!!)

life v. tough. and i chipped my toe today during gym. haiz.

Congrats to Shayne, DanielChander, Ryantanyijie and Kirk for getting into interview round for Headprefect/deputyheadprefect!

Quote of the Day: "If i was a boy i could check la!"-Jean (bio test. hmm let your imagination flow)



Wednesday, August 13, 2008
better off. | 8:07 AM

there's honestly no point trying, no?

i'll be better off in boarding.

congrats to derek for his new blog.



Tuesday, August 12, 2008
nostalgia; | 5:28 AM

watching the new nominees try to step up their game and degrade their reputation (to some extent, admittedly) convince the school to vote for them definitely brings back some memories.

there's always these few people that do something related to U(you), fire, flying or machines, somehow.

i guess we'll see :O

Good luck to all nominees!

Quote of the Day:"Cheer on team Singapore...which is made out of other nationalities."-hanrui



Sunday, August 10, 2008
all that's weary. | 7:36 AM

literature play (in 4 days!) seems scary.

Church service message was really, really funny/good today. hope i remember at least half of what the speaker said.

i think this post is just to block out the rest.

is there gym training tomorrow though?

Quote of the Day:"Nevermind, if have just blame it on zeb!"

add-on (10/8):

realised that this was going to be short so didn't bother bumping up the post count. people would probably kill me for "WAH SCAM(ing?) MY FEELINGS!" instead so i took the safer option.

RLP batch 1's started boarding today, most noticeablely kwuntong and guanlin. you guys must tell the batch2-ers how it's like!

woohooo. chem tomorrow. i feel pretty numb for it. no wait, that's no feeling!
that probably means i'm screwed.



Saturday, August 09, 2008
going all wrong. | 7:48 AM

she's gone now after 20 years.

it's funny how ever since you seemed to exist there was always a presence there whether you liked it or not. as you get older, you appreciate it more and more, until you finally realise that it can't ever be there.

nothing's everlasting, i suppose, in this world of ours. people leave all the time, sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't.

i was sitting around my bags, looking for my shoebag and wondering if they'd ever be arranged back in the neat way it was when you used to be here.

the way the clothes were folded,
the way the bedsheets were placed,
the way the shoes were placed,
the way you used to always love and care for all of us.

i started laughing you know, maybe it'll really move back by itself by silent person whose endurance and patience were hidden within that short frame of yours.

why'd you have to go back?
i guess everyone would have to leave someday.

why'd you have to start crying as you approached the gate?

i think i still really miss you, and i always will.

Quote of the Day:
"Wendi, why are you here! 7th month is it?"-Charles



Tuesday, August 05, 2008
can't get it back. | 8:38 AM

oh noes.

bio practical and math TA tomorrow :/

fractions don't like to remain in my brain, it seems. biology doesn't also seems practically impossible to understand, ha-ha.

thanks to taohui, jiaming, yusong, jolyn, julie, luwei and yoda who managed to send in wishes! they're still definitely very well-received :]

thanks to mardhiyyah and amirah for the cool stuff (tissue paper included!) sorry for the abrupt exit, though, really couldn't stay longer.

will probably post about monday tomorrow. amusing + cool + embarassing (somewhat) + memorable.

Teaser:
"BELL BELL BELL BELL BELL!"-GL during MGS investiture

Question of the Day:
Number 29. Go see Nana and Calvin's Blog

ooooo. i wonder why :O on a side note, 5 minute to DMP sign-up!

we're breathing for us.
the night doesn't seem so cold anymore.



Sunday, August 03, 2008
feeling loved. | 7:53 AM

fithteen! (and currently, 400 posts so far too)

It's been a wonderful 15 years so far.

glad i survived! and for that achievement, I would like to thank the following who pledged their fullest support.

Iman for the very very early wish (4 hours before!)
Daphne for the very very accurate and nice wish (1 minute before!)
Kelly for the very very also accurate and nice wish (3 minutes after!)
Ruijie for the rather accurate and unexpected wish (10 minutes after!)

Sleeping was pretty uneasy.

Auntie Susanna & Austin for that very very surprising message and promise to get me new things on a voluntary basis! (hope my parents don't kill me)
Jean for her super-pro memory after a few months
Pok for his 11.01AM Message!
Yunrui who managed to remember that my birthday was the same as Huili's
Yunxin who managed to remember my birthday all along (wowww)
Mardhiyyah who guessed my birthday by her proded inference skills in blog-reading
Libin who has the same birthday as me as well
Amirah (who was probably knew through Mardhiyyah) for her hyper message
KC whom i didn't really know who told him. or was it his skills?
KWUN TONG. WHO STARTED TELLING EVERYONE. and also putting "happy birthday michael" on his dm, which probably emphasised the message. i feel very honoured now =D
Jasdeep for his CAPTITALIZED MESSAGE!
yingjie for his subdued, yet surprising message
benlow and bentan and johnson who got no doubt influenced by the maniacal madapplecoke
miltonchng! woah never knew he would wish me that too.
benn chua. kwun tong your persuasion skills are super imba.
Guan Lin who's broke but still promised to get something anyway. really, you don't have to! aww.
zebedee who's supposed to have remembered my birthday and trying to extort money from me xD
yi ying who was there when yunxin wished me happy birthday
tabitha, because her birthday's 2 days after!

and definitely not forgetting my family.

my brother matthew for buying me this very very nice shirt!
my sister eve for getting me this rose. and i think partly paying for the shirt
my mum for prancing on my bed first thing this morning (lololol, use your imagination)
my father for oweing me a dry box (which is supposed to be a present, somehow!)

i fear gym taopoks now D:

--

on a slightly more serious note,
i think for this year my wish would be grow in the Lord always, allways.

hooray for double smilies on msn! for all those that messaged, i saved them as well.

Good luck to all NYCB (CONCERT BAND, NOT WHAT YOU THINK)-ers for tomorrow as well. Additionally, congratulations to all newly installed MG prefects for tomorrow too.

Quote of the Day:
"Kwun Tong says : congrats on being same age as me now! [/suan] "

love all of you people out there (platonically)

for one more day.



Saturday, August 02, 2008
till it's over. | 9:14 AM

happy birthday to libin and huili (3rd august)!
happy birthday in advance to yusong and tabitha and jiayi and more people (5th august)!

till the end of time
till i'm on your mind.

thanks to all the very, very early birds so far.



Friday, August 01, 2008
your call; | 9:32 AM

exams are really demoralizing. hopefully we'll all still be in one piece by the end of the year, which i have a very, very skeptical perception of.

blogging at 12.46am isn't really what you consider healthy for inspiration.

Oh yes, and RI-HCI United Challenge shield!

Floorball 5-1 (won)
Basketball 32-31 (lost)
Soccer 4-1 (won)

kudos to all that competed and supported today!

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it's just one more
to new things, new years and perhaps a new start.