nothing's like before.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

mind over matter. | 7:23 AM

my brain's incapable of making coherent sentences now.

Everything's sort of numb. Aircon's off, though the room still feels strangely cool.

it's mere hours away.

i'm smiling at my facebook profile (they're really all very nice)

and 15 MSN conversations telling me how everything will be fine, how it will be alright is, well vaguely reassuring. (don't get me wrong, I appreciate all your messages, each and every one of them)

placed confidences, cyber hugs, support banners.

so many what ifs, so much tension, so little time.

let's bring this to a good end for the past 4 years.

mind over matter.
live in the moment.
no regrets?

I'm not letting this happen again.

I can't.

I wish to say I won't.

In 24 hours, I hope to have no regrets.

--

Quote of the Day:

"
XX said:
you counted down for sooo long
and i was like
wth is it all about
then i just thought
omg its all for april fools?!"

--

lacking faith.
need to leave everything up to the God factor.

But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' - 2 Corinthians 12:9

Monday, March 30, 2009

et tu, ? | 8:36 AM

KT says:
hey this time i took a 3 minutes long CAT VIDEO!!!
damn damn damn cute!!!!
i show you tomorrow
SUPER SUPER DUPER CUTE MEOW!

- Nellie says:
HAHA
what happened?
ear phones agian?
again*

KT says:
YA!
damn cool!
except that today
i anticipated the problem of lousy battery
so i charged the other battery
and put it in my bag
and true to my expectations
then battery went dead
so i took out the reserve!
and everything went smoothly!
3 minutes of pure orgasmic kitten moments!
and today all 3 kittens joined in!!!
SUPER CUTE!

-Nellie says:
HAHA
HAHA
ORGASMIC KITTEN MOMENTS?!

KT says:
really damn cuteeeee
waaaa

- Nellie says:
zomgut
you are WEIRD
I think they are your fetishes

KT says:
so true they are!
i must simply show you tomorrow
its fascinating!

--

oh and yes yes, Happy Birthday to Iman Kang who has finally turned 16th! Seems like everyone's turning older eh. Wiser or not, that depends. ;) And of course, happy birthday to the other people whom I know but I forgot to wish them on Facebook..

Tryouts tryouts tryouts.

must leave everything to the God Factor.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

walk on and on. | 8:27 AM

faith isn't about trusting when you take the first step.

It's about trusting when you take the first step and even when your foot hits hot coal, to continue walking on.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

me and you, and you for me. | 9:15 AM

imagine me and you, and you for me

no matter how they tossed the dice, it had to be

the only one for me is you, and you for me

so happy together!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

never repeat never. | 9:29 AM

somehow, I find myself a bit too high to be doing this at 12.30AM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOALALLALALALA HAHAHA.

Okay, frustration vented.

and happy birthday to all those in the week that I never managed to write on my blog! :)

Quote of the Day:
"Just like an egyptian fish, living in de-nile."-Headboy '08

Sunday, March 22, 2009

finalities. | 8:18 AM

I might not have been putting in my 100%,
I might not have been giving it my all,
I might not have been the best which I could've become,
but -

I want to end this properly.

10 + 5 days, here I come.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

PHELPS! | 9:33 AM

VS-RGS PSC 2009! :)

Thank Jun Rong (Lumpy!) Yi-Min (hahaha RI people), Lakshman (evil Ice-cream man!), Florence (not short), Felicia, Jia Wei (hyper one), Dave (lost handphone), Kumar (fast!), Cheyenne (scream!), Jessie (and Jacky), Mathilda (brave) for making PSC: PHELPS! a great group to be in.

of course, much kudos goes out to the VS-RGS OC, as well as the people that helped our group along the way.

More updates coming your way, if I can help it.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

you're my saving grace. | 8:06 AM

Haha okay, blogger seems something foreign now.

But rest assured, I am not going into a recession of blogging brainjuices, because unlike the economy I don't make any money out of it :(

Anyway, past few days have been stuck at home with nothing to do except to socialize with my computer and photosynthesize in its light. Very interesting, I know.

but tomorrow will be even more interesting! VS-RGS PSB Convention, which is cooler than what's in your fridge right now.

and on a completely random note, there's supposedly some cool St Anthony's Prayer that allows you to find things that have been lost.

Quote of the Day:
Hi Mdm (Insert teacher's name here), I'm very sure I handed up my assignment. Maybe you've lost it! You should pray the St Anthony's prayer and see if you find it!"

Thursday, March 12, 2009

scream your heart out. | 8:41 AM

Haha I think many weird things have been going around in 4A. People have been asking me if I twisted my wrist, broke my arm, had a concussion, etc etc.

Okay la, it actually isn't that bad. I'm quite touched by all the concern from you all out there. Okay fine, very very touched :) x 100000. All those messages really helped. And now i'm racing with Wen Zheng to see who gets better first!

Hope English CCT tomorrow goes well, then!

Quote of the Day: "“看我吃晚餐不爽，所以他去吃铁。”

at that moment,
all I wanted was just to, maybe,

Sunday, March 08, 2009

make this stop. | 8:04 AM

Jason Mraz was PURE AWESOMENESS!

Brilliant live-performer, he is. Really liked the part where he fused the song Wonderwall with The Remedy (I think) so it was really cool. It was money + 3 dollars well spent! :)

So lest people stone me for blogging about this pure awesomeness concert, let's move on to another topic.

Wah the facebook thing is very scary. It's the one where people tag you as personalities that they think describe you best (or so what they claim)

So far i've gotten...

Vegetable,
Photographer (aiya this one cannot blame them)
Goody-two-shoes (more like black shoes)
Dependable!
Saviour (WHAT?!)
Good little church girl
Tiny and Dangerous one

as you can see, they are very contradictory! And they spam your emails.

but they're addictive!

--

BIO TEST TOMORROW AAAAAH.
CHINESE CCT TOMORROW AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

but happy 16th birthday to Gregory and Yunxin!

Quote of the Day: "Relax! Just get full marks for EOY!"-Guan Lin

--

it's like taking a guess when the only answer is no.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

muh-rehz! | 12:32 AM

answers that we'll never find,
they don't mean a thing
because we are finally free
tonight!

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

- | 8:04 AM

but, I think,

this meaningful kind of meaningless
is good enough.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

meaningful meaningless. | 7:31 AM

it's all over!

Our last ever Prefects' Invest.

Was it a blast? (that's up to you to decide)

But deep inside, I think, was how we as a board came together to create this fantastic spectacle and grand project. We've grown a lot in these 3 months, and I don't expect that we'll stop anytime soon. I'm a little sad that it went over so fast, but we have, and we must, go on with life. I hope everyone has learnt much from this amazing experience.

Thank you prefects for the experience - it was tough, but we were tougher.
Thank you guests from other schools - it was cool (and pressurizing) performing in front of you
Thank you to all those that came down today - especially those that had, er, commented on how we looked and all those stuff. It's unorthodox, but it still made a difference. Your presence did too.

So, NEPs! I guess I can't call you that anymore eh, New EPs? :)

Quote of the Day:"My Shirt is in line with this year's theme - it's inside out!" -Adithya

Monday, March 02, 2009

Originates from our Hearts. | 8:32 AM

It's less than 12 hours to PI,
a bunch of crazy working-past-12.48AM prefects are having super high conversations on MSN
I know i'll be tired tomorrow
I know it's going to be a long day

But I wouldn't have it any other way (:

ORIGIN - FROM THE INSIDE OUT!